Day 40 and 41

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  Day 40 and 41
Because of yesterday
offical drama day
today i must write about
monday and tuesday in one
Monday veeery good day :)
I did pass exam
I did travel home
I get relax
All was veeery good
But than stuid tuesday came
....
All day drama drama DRAMA!
Boss said i can't finish my work
He was angry, i was scarry
But thanks to my daddy i came down
And nothing change :)
Next friday i go to Holland!
And if we talk about Holland
I must say that i'm lil worry
I even have bad dreams about this
I feel that i ll be only problems for Marian
I feel this...
I know they say its no problem
but still deep insisde me i feel that i'm problem
If i would belive in God
I would pray now 24 h
Really im stress and worry
And because of this im not full happy.
My dream for this days are:

- pack my life in boxes,

- say bye to boss and have no more drama with this,

- find and start new work 10 september

 - find house to move with Rik

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 Monday
11:00 rice waffels
and somthing more but i dont remember
Tuesday

9:00 soy paste with wholemeal bread

17:00 pasta with tomato sos

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I love you puppy :*

Soon we ll be togheter :)

Please support me in this stressfull days

Drama day

 Wholemeal pasta with tomato sos

My panda nails <3

 Stupoid tuesday

 Me and my panda's